The A’s and the cliff. Parent-A is terrified of Child-A falling into the abyss.
When Child-A was little and learning to walk, he was completely focused on simply putting one foot in front of the other. He was fascinated and absorbed by this new and challenging task. Parent-A could effortlessly spin Child-A around by always holding both hands and redirecting him away from the direction of the cliff. Child-A wouldn’t even notice the guidance because of his absorption. If Child-A would misstep and begin to fall, Parent-A would already have both hands in hers and could hold him up to keep his knees from scraping the ground. “Wew! That was a close one,” she lovingly laughed, helped him rebalance, and they both enjoyed the excitement of the moment. There was true and beautiful bonding occurring. Truly beautiful moments.
Once Child-A didn’t have to try so hard to simply put one foot in front of the other, he began to explore more.
He noticed when he walked in a certain direction, Parent-A would stop him. At first, this was just slightly disturbing… but he grew more and more frustrated.
He got older. He got stronger. He got more frustrated. Eventually, he engaged her fully.
Parent-A is positioned between Child-A and the cliff. She began screaming, “stop trying to walk this way!! There’s a cliff behind me!!” She has her hands on Child-A’s upper chest and is now pushing him as hard as she can, digging her feet into the earth and passionately trying to keep him from getting closer to the cliff. When Child-A was younger, she could stop him without using all of her might. It’s harder now. Child-A is equally passionate. Child-A, with all of his might, pushes back at Parent-A, “get out of my way!! Let me be myself!!! There’s no cliff!!! You’re just trying to run my life!!!” Child-A digs his toes in and is pushing as hard as he can. Child-A is able to gain ground, inch by inch, towards the edge of the cliff. He’s able to push Parent-A backwards. “Can’t you see the cliff behind me!?! I care for you and I don’t want you to get hurt!! You need to stop going in this direction!!” Parent-A pleads with all the love in the world. Child-A continues to push towards the cliff. “I am so sick you of you trying to control me!!! I will get past you!!!” He can’t see the cliff. All he sees is Parent-A and her attempts at obstructing his path. All he feels is her efforts to take away his options. “Get off of me!!! Leave me alone!!!” He grows and grows, becoming stronger and stronger. He wants to be free. He wants to have his own life. He continues pushing, trying harder and harder. They get to the edge. Parent-A stops pushing and frantically clings to the shirt of Child-A because her heels are now on the edge of the cliff and she’s leaning backwards, about to fall off.
Her grip on Child-A is the only thing keeping her from falling backwards.
“You…. will… not…. control… my….. life!!!!! I am my own person!!!! I will do what I want!!!!” Child-A screams and, with one last shove, takes them both over the edge.
The B’s and the cliff. Parent-B is terrified of Child-B falling into the abyss.
When Child-B was first learning how to walk and couldn’t coordinate his vision and his steps, Parent-B would hold his hand and guide him and steer him in different directions from the cliff. Child-B wouldn’t even notice the guidance. As Child-B grew, Parent-B would gradually let go of his hand and give him opportunities to balance himself. Occasionally, Child-B would trip over a rough patch of dirt and he would fall, sometimes hurting his hands and knees very badly. Hurt, he would look to Parent-B. Hurting deeply with Child-B, she says, “I’m so sorry that happened. Please try and watch carefully where you’re stepping. Sometimes there are rough patches in the dirt. I care for you and I don’t want you to get hurt.” Child-B begins focusing on the dirt and eventually masters walking over the rough patches. When he doesn’t need to focus on his steps so much, he looks outward and begins to explore. He sees the cliff. “What is that!?” he asks, in awe of its vastness. “That’s the cliff,” Parent-B answered. “People who go over the edge never come back,” she said. Child-B gazed at it for a moment, took a deep breath, and fully felt its vastness. Child-B never ventured too close to the eternal danger.
The C’s and the cliff. Parent-C is terrified of Child-C falling into the abyss.
Once Child-C has mastered his steps and has developed a good vision, he asks, “what’s that out there?” Parent-C says, “that’s the cliff. People who go over the edge never come back.” Walking freely and masterfully, Child-C strolls to the edge. He looks over. He’s intrigued. It is vast and amazing. Matter of factly, he says, “I bet there’s something good down there.” He jumps off.